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As Only God Can Love
By Darwin Shaw
Darwin's sweet and fascinating memoirs are finally in print. A must read for every Western lover of Meher Baba. 682 pp.
Hbk $45.00
Pbk $30.00
Because Of Love
Because of Love: My Life and Art with Meher Baba
By Rano Gayley
Rano Gayley, an American artist, met Meher Baba in 1933 and spent the rest of her life with him as a disciple and as an artist-in-residence, executing many paintings on spiritual themes at Baba’s direction. This 9" x 11" book contains beautiful reproductions of many of her paintings, drawings and sketches, as well as her lively account of her life in India with the Master. 117 pp.
Hbk $25.00
Conversations
Conversations with The Awakener
By Bal Natu
Bal Natu, a retired schoolteacher now living at Meherazad, first met Meher Baba in the 1940s. The author of Glimpses of the God-Man has fashioned his personal meditations into a series of delightful intimate internal dialogues with Meher Baba about the spiritual life. 113 pp.
Pbk $10.00
More Conversations
More Conversations with The Awakener
By Bal Natu
“Whenever you pull me into the ocean of Your being, the moment I come out, drops of Your presence falling on the beach form these conversations.” Bal Natu offers more intimate and deeply personal inner dialogues with Meher Baba in this sequel to Conversations with The Awakener. 100 pp.
Pbk $10.00
Intimate Conversations
Intimate Conversations with The Awakener
By Bal Natu
This book continues his delightful series of imaginative “inner encounters” with the Master: short essays on issues of spiritual life, written as whimsical dialogues between Bal and the Beloved. Simply and gracefully written, these new conversations offer sparkling insights into the process of living constantly in God’s presence. 88 pp.
Pbk $12.00
The Dance of Love
The Dance of Love: My Life with Meher Baba
By Margaret Craske
A ballerina with Diaghilev’s Ballets Russes and a noted teacher of ballet, Miss Craske met Meher Baba on his first visit to England, in 1931. She then spent “seven wonderful but battering years” at his ashram in India before settling in New York to resume her distinguished career in the world of dance. She writes with wit and charm of more than 50 years as Meher Baba’s disciple. Her brief, direct and highly personal vignettes illustrate the many ways he taught her to “take God seriously and life lightly.” 193 pp.
Pbk $6.95
Still Dancing with Love
Still Dancing with Love
By Margaret Craske
This second volume of anecdotes and reminiscences was written 10 years after Miss Craske’s first book and published a few months after her passing (at age 97) in 1990. 104 pp.
Pbk $8.95
The Divine Humanity of Meher Baba
By Bill Le Page
In this delightful little book Bill Le Page brings us stories of Indian families and individuals who were exceptionally close to Meher Baba and who experienced his divine humanity. The stories describe the way Meher Baba entered the daily lives of these close ones in the most natural and human ways, becoming the center of their existence. The well written accounts in this volume focus around Meherwan Jessawala and Sam Kerawalla. Happily, the author is well into the writing of the second volume in a planned series of books using a similar format. 162 pp.
Pbk $15.00
The Divine Humanity of Meher Baba: Volume 2
By Bill LePage
This series presents new stories of people, usually Indians, whose lives were dramatically changed as a result of the natural, human interactions they had with Meher Baba. The stories illustrate the Divine Humanity of the God-Man. As usual, Bill LePage does a fine job of telling the stories. 187 pp.
Pbk $15.00
Dreaming Of The Beloved
Dreaming of The Beloved
By Mani S. Irani, illustrated by Wodin
Meher Baba once said that dreams of him are different from ordinary dreams because they actually contain his presence; they are “true dreams.” In the months before her passing in 1996, Meher Baba’s sister, Mani, wrote this luminous description of her own dreams of Meher Baba. Though she was burdened by a severe illness, she insisted on pushing herself beyond the limits of her physical strength to complete this record of her personal glimpses of the Beloved. Mani’s vivid, imaginative prose is complemented by 24 whimsical, full-color illustrations by Wodin. 70 pp.
Hbk $22.00
Gift of God
Gift of God
By Arnavaz N. Dadachanji
The tender memoirs of a close female disciple of Meher Baba whose task was to follow him in the world. 242 pp.
Pbk $17.00
God Brother
God Brother
By Mani S. Irani
Meher Baba was 24 years old when his sister, Mani, was born. God Brother is Mani’s account of her childhood with Meher Baba, when, even at that age, he was the pivotal point of her life. 160 pp.
Pbk $12.00
He Gives the Ocean: Stories of the Savak Kotwal's Family Life with Meher Baba
By Najoo Savak Kotwal
Najoo's father took his family to live with Baba at Meherabad in March of 1940, when Najoo was twelve. These are her memories of ashram life. Many photographs. 2006. 416 pp.
Hbk $20.00
How a Master Works
How a Master Works
By Murshida Ivy O. Duce
From 1947 until her passing in 1981, Ivy Duce was the Murshida (leader) of a Sufi lineage in the West which Meher Baba recreated under his guidance as Sufism Reoriented. Murshida Duce was a central figure in many phases of Meher Baba’s work, not only as a disciple of the Master but also as the only spiritual teacher directly appointed by Meher Baba. In this monumental “teaching book,” she combines these two roles, using the story of her own life with Meher Baba to illustrate the methods of an authentic spiritual master. This theme is elaborated with supplemental material culled by Murshida Duce from a wide range of spiritual sources. 768 pp.
Hbk $17.95
Just To Love Him:
By Adi K. Irani
Adi K. Irani dedicated himself to Meher Baba when he was still in his teens and during his long lifetime served Baba in many roles, including many years as Baba’s personal secretary. This is a collection of excerpts from talks Adi gave to the public, in which he shared his love for and experience with the Avatar. 1985. Reprinted 2007. 140 pp.
Pbk $15.00
Listen Humanity
Listen, Humanity
Narrated and edited by D.E. Stevens
In Part I, American business executive Don Stevens describes the atmosphere and events of a 1955 sahavas gathering with Meher Baba in India. Part II contains essays by Meher Baba on central issues of life: war, freedom, death and afterlife, love and God, attitudes for spiritual aspirants, help to others. Part III examines Avatarhood in light of Meher Baba’s statements and the narrator’s personal experiences. 262 pp. Introductory Book
Hbk $19.95
Pbk $14.95
Love Alone Prevails
By Kitty Davy
Kitty Davy, one of the earliest of Meher Baba’s western disciples, weaves the story of fifty of her years with Meher Baba. She starts with her 1931 meeting with him in London, goes on to accounts of traveling and the fifteen years she spent with him in India and finally to America where she became an integral part of the life of the Meher Spiritual Center and the lives of those who came there between 1952 and Kitty’s passing in 1991. This book offers a uniquely clear look at what discipleship really means. 744 pp.
Pbk $30.00
A Love So Amazing
A Love So Amazing: Memories of Meher Baba
By Bili Eaton
A candid discussion of the author’s “unplanned journey to God,” her relationship with Meher Baba through the 1950s and 1960s, and her tug of war between the “small loves” of a worldly life and Meher Baba’s gift of “a love so amazing.” 133 pp.
Pbk $8.95
Meeting God in Human Form
by Rick M. Chapman
Rick tells the story of his first journey to the East in 1966 and his meeting Avatar Meher Baba. 292 pp.
Hbk $28.00
Mehera
Mehera
Compiled from talks and tape recordings of Mehera J. Irani
“As Sita was to Ram, as Mary was to Jesus, so Mehera is to Meher Baba — the beloved of the Beloved.” The life story of this central feminine figure in Meher Baba’s close circle is told in her own words in a sweet and poignant memoir published just before her death in 1989. Along with intimate glimpses of the daily domestic life of Meher Baba’s women mandali, Mehera shares many touching vignettes of Meher Baba’s loving interactions with pets, birds, flowers and people of all cultures and backgrounds. 90 photographs. 317 pp.
Hbk $25.00
Meher Baba’s Next Wave
Meher Baba’s Next Wave
Ordinary People’s Encounters with God
Edited by Carolyn M. Ball
According to author Carolyn Ball, the “next wave” of lovers and followers of Meher Baba are those who never met him in his physical form, yet have dedicated their lives to him and seek to practice his principles of life. This book presents the personal stories of 13 Westerners, all “children of the sixties,” who now live and work at Meher Baba’s centers in India and Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. Those interviewed are Heather Nadel, Jeff Wolverton, Will David, Cathy Riley, Winnie Barrett, Richie Blum, Gil Alvarado, Peter and Debbie Nordeen, Damien Triouleyre, Jane Brown, Bif Soper, Summer Turner and Sheila Krynski. 248 pp.
Pbk $12.95
The Ocean of Love
The Ocean of Love: My Life with Meher Baba
By Delia DeLeon
The actress Delia DeLeon first met Meher Baba in London in 1931 and became a member of his close circle of Western women. Her book focuses on Meher Baba’s relationship with this first Western group and conveys the atmosphere of intimate, loving support he generated as he guided them through many challenging periods of inner and outer change. Many postcards, letters and personal messages from Meher Baba are reproduced. 223 pp.
Pbk $10.00
Over the Years
Over the Years with Meher Baba
By Bill Le Page
Bill Le Page shares some of his thoughts and memories about life with Meher Baba. Most of the brief stories and vignettes in this book were gathered by Bill from Meher Baba’s companions and devotees. 129 pp.
Pbk $12.00
The Samadhi
The Samadhi: Star of Infinity
By Bal Natu
In this heartfelt book, Bal Natu shares his personal reflections and convictions about the tomb-shrine of Avatar Meher Baba. He traces the history of the site and reverently considers the special role of the Samadhi in the Avatar’s advent. 129 pp.
Pbk $12.00
Spread My Love
By Charmian Knowles
“Meher Baba said that he drew me to him so that I would spread his love wherever I went. Meher Baba was my Master for more than fifty years. I was with him for twenty-one years while he was on earth, spending one hundred days in his physical company. This is that story.” Photographs. 317 pp.
Pbk $20.00
Surrendering to Him: My Life with Meher Baba
By Rhoda Adi Dubash
Rhoda Dubash’s story of accepting and surrendering to Meher Baba throughout a challenging life. 121 pp.
Pbk $10.00
That’s How It Was
That’s How It Was
By Eruch Jessawala
A full collection of intimate stories from Eruch Jessawala, Meher Baba’s close companion and personal attendant, describing life with and care of the God-man. 414 pp.
Pbk $15.00
Three Incredible Weeks
Three Incredible Weeks with Meher Baba
By Malcolm Schloss and Charles Purdom
A diary account of Meher Baba’s “men’s meeting” at Meherabad in September 1954, written by the American mystical poet Malcolm Schloss and the English scholar Charles Purdom. At this gathering Meher Baba gave his Final Declaration and important discussions about his advent and work as the Avatar, all of which are reproduced in this small, fascinating volume. 165 pp.
Pbk $7.95
The Turning of the Key
The Turning of the Key: Meher Baba in Australia
By Bill Le Page
Bill Le Page learned of Meher Baba in Melbourne in the late 1940s and became a central figure among Meher Baba’s Australian devotees. His memoir contains vivid descriptions of meetings with the Master both in Australia and in India, along with vignettes of Meher Baba’s role in the lives of his family and friends, including Francis Brabazon. Many personal letters from Meher Baba’s mandali are included, along with a selection of photographs. 428 pp.
Pbk $12.00
The Water Carrier
The Water Carrier
A Mosaic of the Poet Francis Brabazon
By Robert Rouse
“The Perfect Masters may be the rivers of life, but it is the artist who carries the water to the people.” —Francis Brabazon
The Australian poet Francis Brabazon (1907–1984) lived as one of Meher Baba’s close companions in India for more than a decade. The Water Carrier allows one to know Francis Brabazon in a full and wonderful way. Robert Rouse, a companion of Francis for 30 years, offers an intimate and delightfully informal portrait of the poet, with much new information about his life, his work and his long association with Meher Baba, both in Australia and in India. 88 pp.
Pbk $13.60
Conversations
The Wonders of Silence
By Dr. G.S.N. Moorty
Members of Sufism Reoriented recently enjoyed the affable personality of Dr. Moorty, the man Meher Baba called “the Talkative Disciple of the Silent Master,” when he gave talks to Sufis on both coasts. In the book, following Meher Baba’s command, he writes about his life in association with the Avatar. In the second edition, he adds a final section in which he describes some highlights of his recent travels in the United States, including his visit to our Walnut Creek Center. 135 pp.
Pbk $15.00